Now you see it, now you don't

Sigh.. It's 11 am! Set the alarm for 9 am but found myself muting it and getting up 2 hours later. Darn! Looks like it's become a habit! Darn darn! Still feel tired mentally. So drained. Sigh. Trying to *wake* myself up for a bit before I start my day again. Yes, start the day with studying, studying and more studying. *sigh* Accounting gives me nightmares. Sigh.

Was reading a blog and tha person tells of a conversation with this gf of a guy she knew. The author of the blog has never spoken to the gf before, and well, the problem is, the guy has passed away in an accident. They are a couple of years younger than us, about 20 I reckon. The girl was obviously devastated and was confiding in the author, a total stranger when the author accidentally dialled the guy's number when she was really trying to call someone else.

I mean.. How you you cope with the loss of a loved one. Someone you assumed you would spend the rest of your life with? Life is such a cruel joke, don't you think? One day, the person may be next to you declaring his love for you and talking about your future plans, and the next, he may be lying in a box. I cannot imagine what the gf is going through now and has to go through in the days to come. I just feel so sorry for her. Doesn't help that the gf has an exam to sit for very soon. It's going to be so tough.. Sigh.

What if Life? The days and years you live on this planet until an accident/sickness hits you and decides its time to go? The days and years you spent slogging your ass like a no-lifer to get top grades, OT till the cows come home for an unappreciative boss? What is Life? It's like a test isn't it? Some people survive these little "tests" in Life, whilst some doesn't. Those who did, will live to tell the tale. Those who didn't, well, dead men don't tell tales.

Oh well, just some thought. Gonna go get ready, scan through the papers and start studying. Have a good day ahead!