I cannot believe I have to type this twice. Blogger gave up on me.

Was saying how feel of regrets I was when I was cleaning out my shelves piled with notes. Seriously feeling crappy. AF I could more or less understand why I didn't make it. Was just bad and such debit/credit stuff. Macro is something I really regretted. Was a subject I menotred friend from time to time. Understood lectures and enjoyed it. Somehow, because of that, I got complacent and thought I could get away with it by trying to learn chokefuls of it like 2 days in advance. Now, I am bearing ther brunt of it. Failed that by 6 marks. I wished I took more time to study that. Failed accounting by 3 marks. Contemplating if I should appeal for a recount. But that would cost 50gbp. Results are not guaranteed to change and if there's a change, it might not be positive. *sigh* Really don't know what I should do now.

I wished I tried harder. But now, it's too late for regrets. WHen my mum consoled me yesterday by saying it's alright and that I've tried my best, I could only cry. I can't even said I've tried. Because I knew I didn't. If only I saw this coming. *Sigh*

Had a good talk with my brother this afetrnoon. Am thankful that I have people who loves me. Am thankful I've got my family, Andy, his family and all my sisters and friends. This time I fell hard but I will learn. ANd hopefully I will learn fast. Don't wish to disappoint myself and everyone a second time. Never failed anything before. This first time hurts too much.