Woke up today, afraid to open up my eyes..

Sad and stoned..

Numbed but miserable..

Holding back those tears for fear that I would unleash emotions I've been trying to hide..

It's so hard..

So so hard..

Breaking.. It's breaking.. My heart is tearing..

Not even twelve.. How do I pass through my day..

Hush little baby.. Don't you cry.. Hush my little baby.. Don't you cry..

So would I be out of line.. If I said.. I miss you..