I must be brave, I must be brave, I must be brave!

I can't let the same mistake happen twice. I can't!

I can do this. I can't do this! Can I do this?

Why does your hello change each time you hear my voice?
Why that display of tenderness each time you know it's me?
Why that act of concern when you can't get me?
You are making me cave in, again.

Please, let me find the courage to be strong.
I owe you and myself this.

Let everything be alright...
Let he be understanding...
I'm scared.