Just got up from my nap not too long ago. Feeling quite terrible. Tum's cramping, head's hurting, nose's running. My God. Exhaustion is hitting me harder than I thought. Ought to be out with Leon and peeps now but gave it a miss. Quite glad I didn't go as well. Raining very heavily now. Think it'd be terrible if I were stuck in the rain. Love the rain but not good to be in it if I'm feeling like this. Plus, it's PS. Gonna bring back many painful memories with this weather. Rain is dreadful if it's at PS. Don't ask.

Lately, I no longer know what I want, no longer know what I am capable of. Became so dependent that I am beginning to wonder if I can survive on my own. Yawn. Dunno. Just wanna sleep it off.

Confused state. What am I here for.