Angel's wings

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Oh Didi, how I missed you so!

In a really great mood tonight, all thanks to Leon! Thanks Di, for calling me, even if its just for a short short while! Really missed you and everything about you! Glad you are adjusting well and do take care k? Jie jie misses u! Hugs. And, please go easy on those blonde bombshells :P Too much of anything is bad for your health :P

Friday, February 25, 2005

Happy 18th month Dearest!

Been a year and a half! Amazing journey, love you to bits!

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

High-stressed mode

For the first time in a LONG LONG LONG while, I am finally feeling stressed up over school. Very very stressed. So much so that I am unable to cope. I am, in fact, overwhelmed by my impending examinations and due to the unfortunate fact of not having much of a practice when it comes to dealing with pressure, I find myself crumbling to that 6 miserable letters that can either bring humanity a challenge in our otherwise mundane life, or cause a whole host of stress-related diseases that will end a life we often lament as 'boring' and soon, 'I have no life' will be brought closer to fact than fiction.

Newsflash.
Andy called me earlier today to say that one of my female hamsters have escaped. We are baffled by the whys and hows. Well, not really why. Probably she's bored. I can understand it. She's probably as much of an escapist like her owner, yours truly. That issue gave me another level up in the stress-o-meter. I was dutifully power levelled (a term we used in gaming to indicate a process of accelerated leveling to attain higher levels, through ways like tagging along with a higher level character to leech off his experience points when he is killing high level monsters which you normally would not even come into contact with as a newbie) when he told me 7 hamsters are proving to be a little hard to handle. Okay. I am playing it down. It's a lot to handle especially school. Therefore. I am now officially under Master Level stress. A little more and I am sure I will find myself a comfortable little spot in Hougang Chalet with other comrades under Godmode stress.

To make matters worse. I slept for a full 11.5 hours last night. Don't ask me how I did it. I am a natural when it comes to sleeping. It takes me less than ten seconds to fall asleep everyday. When there's an upside, there's bound to be a upside, right? Hell yeah. Now I'm feeling guilty as hell (I napped yesterday in the afternoon for 2.5 hours!). AND.. I just saw a stack of psychology notes lying around. That is just a tiny preview. No, I shouldn't even use a 'stack' to begin with. Let me try this again. Rewind. AND.. I just saw a TOWER of psychology notes lying around. Yeah. That feels way better. Right.

Impending examinations.. impending death? Help!!

My other evil twin.
Poor Andy is under a hell lot of stress as well. Exams in a week plus. And a take home exam to complete before then. Craploads of work to be done at the office. Craploads of research left to do. Poor thing. Sigh. Poor things. That other thing would include me. Sigh sigh.

Alrighty. Back to my books. Dammit. Have a good evening ahead everyone! Sigh sigh.

A song that makes me smile, all the time :) Life is so much more :) Oh well, maybe an inspiration to make me mug. Tatas!

Switchfoot - Gone
She told him she'd rather fix her makeup
Than try to fix what's going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cellphone gone
She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upside down
Don't say so long in the cellphone
Don't spend today away
Cuz today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like your immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where your treasure, where's your hope
Forget the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she's immortal
Don't say so long
Your not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today till soon be

Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like sumemr break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just trying to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal

We are not infinite
We are not permanate
Nothing is immediate
We're so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at how dark it is

Gone, like frank sinatra
Like elvis and his mom
Like al pachino's cash nothing lasts in this life
My high school dreams are gone
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn't last for long

Life is more than money
Time was never money
Time was never cash,
Life is still more than girls
Life is more than hundred dollar bills
And oh the town fills
Life more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
All the riches of the kings
And up in wills we got information in the information age
But do we know what life is
Outside of our convenient lexus cages

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow
Brings us closer to the God who's not short of cash
Hey bono I'm glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is still worth living

Sunday, February 20, 2005


Look what I got! A bear and an epitome of Love and Romance! Posted by Hello


=D Posted by Hello


Muacks muacks muacks! Ty dearie! Posted by Hello


Tada! Nice? Heeee! A pity my nail polish is wearing out. Boo hoo. Spoil the picture :( Posted by Hello


Preparing :) Hard at work! :) My man takes pride in his cooking! Posted by Hello


Making me dinner =D Isn't he sweet! A man is most attractive when he is concentrating. Oh, Qoo's is his favourite drink, next to Coke. Isn't it cute? :) Posted by Hello


Testing shutter speed. On manual mode. Not that blurry now. Yay! Posted by Hello


Jer's food. Still testing shutter speed... Posted by Hello


Outside the SAM. This piece (the mickey mouse one) is done by some Thai artist. He has some interesting stuff. Posted by Hello

Just got home from an amazing day!!! I am so so so happy today. Had such a wonderful surprised! Bestowed upon me by Andy of course! :) So so happy! Tricked me for days that my present was going to be something else (my best guess was an iPod Mini) but no.. he got me something even better.. my blue box! I had always dreamt of having that special someone to propose to me with that blue box and never did I expect I would get one so soon! Minus the proposal that is. Hehe. He is so amazingly sweet! Made me believe his present was this ta ta bear.. and gave me a card. The reverse has Tiffany and Co. printed on it. Left me gawking and crying. Huge surprise.. Muacks! You're the best and the most romantic person ever :)

Thank you dear for the wonderful gift! The signifance of it is huge! Hope my like my presents as well =D

He also made me a wonderful dinner, comprising steak, mac and cheese, fried kangkong and also mango stick rice. Was delicious. *swoon* He is amazing! I cannot believe that things are still this great even after 1.5 yrs together. Love you dearie!

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Yesterday was another great day out! Accompanied Bee Yan to the doctor. Quite an interesting experience I would say. Jiayou Beeyan! I am confident things would turn out great! Ate laksa at Holland V and headed down to town to meet Jeremy. Watched I Do I Do with them, and honestly, I kinda liked that show! Funny, local context, witty and I love that twist. Allan Wu is really cute! Li Lin is lucky man! I am lucky too, coz I have you sweetheart :P Was told the hot caucasian girl is Adrian Pang's wife. Wow. Lucky fellow. She's really pretty!

Met up with Andy afterwards to get his present. Hehe. Glad he liked it. I picked out his new number for him. Haha. Last 4 digits are 1937. Picked it coz it resembled leet or 1337 which means very powerful in doodspeak. Go buy 4D! It strike, remember me! Haha. I'm a blardie gamer. Zzzz. Accompanied him to the museum after that. Really chiong through the exhibits man. Lol. Quite funny to see Andy rushing here and there. He really has no appreciation when it comes to art. Haha. A pity I couldn't talk any pictures or spend any more time there. Kinda like the stuff there. QUite interesting.

Tired. Enough of blogging. It's pictures time! Night everyone!


Saturday, February 19, 2005

Bliss bliss bliss bliss bliss!!!! OMGosh. I'm the luckiest girl - I may not be, but it's good enough to me!!

My blue box! Bliss bliss bliss bliss bliss! *swooon* I love that someone to bits!

Friday, February 18, 2005

I love la bi xiao xin! He looks amazing in tiny blue trunks and his tiny yellow swimming cap. So cute. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

It's friday already. Weeheeee! 1++ more day then it'll be saturday! And we'll be celebrating V day!! Ya ya, it's a little late but who cares! He's gonna whip up a storm just for me! And my mystery present! I'm sooo excited! Couldn't figure out what's 'nice'. Hmmm.. Stress.

Finally decided on his present! Getting him a phone. Probably gonna buy it tomorrow. Weehee! Sat sat!!

And yay, Didi finally got his internet connection set up. Hugs. Missed you kiddo!

Hungry. Gonna eat before I sleep. I feel nauseous. Hungry!

Breaking out too. Sob. It's the time of the time again. Pooi.

Ta all!

Monday, February 14, 2005

Not meeting on a Valentine's Day, does it mean the passion has died out or simply that you have entered into a more stable, secured stage, knowing that everyday is a Valentine's day?

For me, every day is one. Showered with acts of love and surprises.

When in love, your perception of the world and event changes. No longer do you yearn for fantasy. You crave for security which you previously deemed as boredom. Love no longer takes you to the clouds. Instead, it brings you to the ground, inching you towards fulfilling that committment you promised to hold true for the rest of your lives, together as a singular entity.

Wee hoo Yeah! Today is Friendship day as well! Have a great time ahead with your loved ones/friends/family!

Hehe, to my wonderful girls, thank you all so much for the many years of mostly laughter! May we have many many more to come!! May those with love stay in love and may those who have yet to pick the lucky ones find true love.

To DogNPig gang. Thank you guys for all the boozing days and the fun and laughter each time we get together, either as a group or not. Especially to you Didi, you are sorely missed! Smoke less (the same goes for Jer) and take good care k!!

Tomorrow is ren ri.. yu sheng day! =D

Happy Valentine's Day / Friendship Day everyone!

Saturday, February 12, 2005


His farewell gift from me! Posted by Hello


Icky! Hahaha. Done by him again la... Posted by Hello


Arrangement courtesy of my Perv di. Nuff said. Posted by Hello


Didi and Me! Posted by Hello


Group pic Posted by Hello


Us Posted by Hello


They forced me to take this picture :( They discriminate me coz I eat a lot :( Posted by Hello


Us and the family Posted by Hello


Tata :( Gone... till we meet again!! Posted by Hello

Back home from the airport. Thank you dearie for sending me back and sending Leon off. Means a whole lot to me :)

Went to meet Andy this morning then followed by the guys after that. Some stupid japanese arcade game has once again reminded myself of my poor motor skills and should just lay off playing anything that uses more than a brain. Haha. It's the whacking 3-button game in arcades. Fared better previously when I played with Andy. Good fun nonetheless. Hehe. Let that guy do whatever he wants before he becomes a nerd la!

Had a rack of ribs at cartel and took some pictures! Hehe, quite funny. I bought him a set of Anime figures. Females of course.. Haha. Would probably post those pictures up! Hopefully can quench him of his loneliness la! Haha. Took a while for me to decide on them. Haha. School uniform somemore! His favourite. Heeee!

Followed Leon bac to his place after that to meet up with Nana. Help him a bit with his last minute packing and had dinner with his family. Cham.. Ate so much!! Was so bloated especially with that rack of ribs. Headed to the airport afterwards. Met the rest up again, had coffee and chit chat a bit. Quite funny. Hai. Gonna be a long time before that happens again :/ Oh well, glad I didn't make a scene by crying when he left. He probably made it easy but making things quick. Basket, didn't even turn back :(

Starting to feel really weird to come back home without seeing an msn message that says 'hello jiejie!' (for now). Feels even weirder that he will no longer call me to mimic honky tong man or sing a moo moo song just for kicks.. Will even miss him hitting me and his teasing.

It so odd to know he's not around in SG. A little heartbreaking even. Gonna miss that guy so much.. Time flies.. Cannot believe he is still using chipz as my name for his hp contact! Haha (Chipz was an old nick for some game we met in. Oddly, most of the group know me as that as well. And sometimes, they introduce me as that to the other people. So weird :P )

It only seemed like yesterday when an ex boyfriend told me about this cute, funny boy by the nickname of Caprio. Haha. And before I knew it, he became an informant and one of my best friends. And suddenly, my bestest Didi. Now, 4+, 5 years have passed and he's gone to a strange land to pave his way towards his future.

Fabulous friend, amazing brother. Never failed me. Think I've only yelled at him in public once and despite that, he didn't get mad at me or retaliate. All he did was listen and try to explain when I felt better. Always there for me, through thick and thin. Always making me laugh when I was down. Always there to listen when I needed a pair of ears. Always there at my command (Sorry, times like those, I really appreciated it Di!). Always the perfect gentleman. Always sayanging me. My bestest pal, sweetest brother, greatest bud.

Oh well.. gonna be a different 10 months. Proud of you Didi! Jiayou ok? Will miss you and do remember to contribute to DogNPig!

Come on everybody! Ding dong bell! Pussy in the well! Catchphrases like these will always be in my heart with your exact tone. Do try to cut down on smoking and watch your health (and diet!) ah! Booze less too! Save it for the day when you come back! And remember the font thing your aunt said! Don't say I never do my job! Don't think you are going to be taking much pictures there so remember to email us more! Will always be here when you need a listening ear k? *Big hugs* Will miss having you around so much! :(

Friday, February 11, 2005

Someone dear to me will be leaving for a faraway place tomorrow.. and honestly.. I'm feeling the pinch.. Sigh.. Another gone.. another year to pull through..

Hey You.. Really wish you didn't have to go.. but I know you have to. Just wish you could stay so that we can have fun together like how we use to.. We're gonna miss you. *Hugs* If I cry tomorrow, it isn't tears of joy like what you mentioned, k? Will miss your konky tonk voice with your goofy, lame antics and all that you are to me. *Hugs* Will miss you Di.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Happy Lunar New Year everyone! Gong xi gong xi!

Msn's acting up again. Poooi. My moods are acting up, again, as well. Sian sian sian.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Finally saw Le papillon. It's soooo sweet!! The little girl is soooo adorable. Wish I could hold her tight and stroke her hair and shower her with plenty of kisses!! She's so cute!!

When there is demand for proof of love, there is no trust. And when there is no trust, there is no love.

Monday, February 07, 2005

Second contact... In awe... Bit by bit.. I am seeing the why's and how's...

Switchfoot - 24

Twenty four oceans
Twenty four skies
Twenty four failures
Twenty four tries
Twenty four finds me
In twenty-fourth place
Twenty four drop outs
At the end of the day
Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty four hours ago

Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And I'm not who I thought I was twenty four hours ago
Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

Twenty four reasons to admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses still twenty four strong

See I'm not copping out not copping out not copping out
When You're raising the dead in me
Oh, oh I am the second man
Oh, oh I am the second man now
Oh, oh I am the second man now

And You're raising these twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
With all of my symphonies
In twenty four parts
But I wan to be one today
Centered and true

I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
You're raising the dead in me
Oh, oh I am the second man
Oh, oh I am the second man now
Oh, oh I am the second man now
And You're raising the dead in me

I want to see miracles, see the world change
Wrestled the angel, for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a causeI'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And You're raising the dead in me

Twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
With all of my symphonies
In twenty four parts.
I'm not copping out.
Not copping out. Not copping out.

Once again, you descended and touched my heart.. Telling me never to lose heart and that you can change me into a better person.. that I am loved.. that I am cherished.. that I am why You were willing to put yourself on that dreaded crucifix.. For I am loved, by You.. Bit by bit I will.. Bit by bit I will.. Thank You for being patient...

It's Monday again... Sigh.

Weekend was good! Highlight was the farewell chalet for Leoneeee! Food was nice, the company and location was awesomeeeeee~ Been a long time since I drank so much! Gonna be a long time before I start drinking again, so all's good! Bitter sweet feeling though. Since in a few days time, my dearest Didi is going to be flying to some place far far away.. Sigh.. Sad. Wish he didn't have to..

Oh well... plenty of pictures, so enjoy!


Lancy and Leng Loi. That dog hates me!!! Only likes guys. No prizes for guessing she's a female. zZz. Posted by Hello


Leng Loi aka Cleavage boy together with his heeloh aka my hum sap Didi. Posted by Hello


Beauty and the Beast :P Posted by Hello


Tween looks like an old man here... Posted by Hello


Monkeys =D Posted by Hello


Wah.. straighten leg somemore... Didi act cute!!! Notice how cringed up Jer's face became.. Haha. Someone ought to lose some pounds. Ahahahahah Posted by Hello


Red-faced Tween... Husband material. Very much single! Any girls wanna know him? He rocks! Wahahah! Posted by Hello