Yawn.. So tired now.. Had a bad dream about Silly and Dilly. Dreamt that we were too busy and didn't feed them well. *wail* I miss them! Dreamt that they were actually a male and female instead and had babies. So adorable. But because they weren't well-fed, they had to eat their babies. Goodness.. I miss them.. I miss them!

Gonna give tuition to Andy's kid later. Technically, she's my kid now.. Yawn. A little nervous. Hur.

Yawn. Almost 2 am. Gonna update a little while waiting for Andy to get home.

Taught Jac today. Oh gosh, think she's way too comfortable with me. Yaks non-stop about her friends, her class, and heard her mouth vulgarities for the first time today! She's actually my favourite student. She's quite funny and lovable. And we get along very well. So basically today she asked about my hammies. Told her their names and she said "Haha, what silly names! Why you name them that? Haha. When I get my hamsters, I will name them sucker and fu*ker! Haha." And of course, I freaked out and was totally stunned for a second. Then I started chiding her for her language and she said she learnt it from her little brother. Some story that came with it but I'm too tired to tell it now. So, anyways, she also said she wanted to pick up smoking. Apparently, her friend's sister smokes, and goes to pubs and all that and she thinks it's cool. Freaked me out big time. When I was her age, I was playing with zero-point and talking about furry carebear stickers. Gosh. Culture shock. SO I was telling her to save up more money if she wants to pick up smoking so that she would have enough to pay for her cancer treatment and all that as a result of smoking when her mother came in. Panicked and started punctuating my sentences with "You better not learn that." "You better not do bad things." in case her mother thinks I'm bad influence. Bleah. Was forced to eat sweets too. Told her I had a sweet tooth yesterday and she bought 2 kinds of candy to share with me. Very cute, but it was no longer cute when I had to eat them because 'she said so.' Quite funny.

After that, Uncle came to pick me up. felt quite bad. Picked Andy up and went over for dinner afterwards. Aunt Shirley wasn't feeling too great. Gave me heartaches looking at her lying on the bed, weak and all that. Sigh. Hope she gets better soon. She's a wonderful wonderful person. Very very sweet. Reminds me of my mum. Heartpain. Weird thing was I actually felt like crying when I saw her. Guess it's because I love her quite a bit and see her as a second mother. Lord, grant her a speedy recovery! Amen amen! Went to pick up his Protools from some dood after that and headed to his band practice.

Band practice was.. err, shaky. Haha. They're scheduled to perform during SOnicfest this Saturday at Botanical Gdns at 12.30 in the afternoon. Do look out for CoT if you're in the area! Haha. They jammed till 11. Freezing room shrank my bladder as usual. Had to pee in the shared toilet. Urine splattered all over the floor. Not mine of course. I hate the loo there. Can send pee up my spine. Gah. Supper then he sent us home.

Okay. Too tired to think. Sentences aren't making much sense. Need to sleep. Night dearie! So proud of you! Hug hug! Nights all! Get well soon Qinyun!! Hugs hugs!!

*poof*

Ahh, it's 1 am. Feeling blessed and happy. Got home more than an hour ago. Counting my blessings and lucky to be alive. Cab driver from hell. My life was literally whizzing past me. He drove too fast. Legs went weak. Was scary. Life is precious dammit.

Anyways, today was his first day of work. Proud of him :) Glad everything went OK. But I think he's got overtime tomorrow. Poor thing. Hugs. So proud of you!

Got tuition today, went over to his place after that to prepare a full dinner for him :) Prepared steak, corn nibblets, whipped potato, fried chicken, mac and cheese. Steak turned out pretty alright. He loved it so I was happy. The whipped potato was pretty good too. He seemed to enjoy that. How to go wrong with corn nibblets, so that went good too. Water dried out in the water bath, temperature was too high and as a result, the cheese got separated from its oil. Sigh. Oil was way too hot for the fried chicken, so most of the mid-joint and the drumlets was burnt on the outside. So sad. Took over the deep frying from Andy afterwards. Was too scared in the beginning to deep fry it but after seeing the burnt stuff, was too upset to care if I got burnt by the hot oil or not. Waited for the temperature of the oil to lower and starteed to deep fry the other 2 drumlets and a wing, and the end parts of the wing. Turned out OK. Next time must wait till the oil is less hot.. *sigh* Pretty disappointed. Had wanted everything to be perfect the first time I cook a full meal for him. *sigh* The good news is, however, I seem to really enjoy cooking! Haha. My gaming friend, Adrian, is officially my talking cookbook now! Hehe. Gonna try other stuff for Andy next time! Hehe. Fun fun!

Washed the dishes and cleaned up the place after that with him. Very proud of him. He washed his clothes for the first time yesterday! Hehe :) So proud of him. Everything is neat and clean and nice. No piled up dishes or anything like that. That's my boy! :) My pride and joy!

DIlly is still a skinny hammie whereas Silly is ballooning with time.. Sigh. Wished Dilly was less scared of us. Sigh. Really miss them and him! 3 of my loves sharing the same bedroom! Hope those 2 loves will not make too much noise!

Laurine and Teresa went to Koh Samui today. Hope everything would go well for them. Andy's bro's family left for the states as well. Busy busy busy!

Tired now.. Nights everyone.. Muacks dearie! Hugs all!

Fen's coming home in less than a week! Yippee!

It's 15 mins to Monday and 15 mins to 11 months and 1 day! :) So happy! Probably my happiest Monday. think the only time I like Mondays are during the holidays. Less blues since it isn't the start of a school week.

Andy's asleep ( I hope ) and I'm going to show him moral support by sleeping early as well. He's starting work at Yellowbox tomorrow. Mixed feelings about it to be honest. On one hand, I am very excited and proud of him. He has matured a lot from the first time we met, and now, doing something he might possibly be doing for a huge part of his life marks the beginning of a new chapter for the both of us. That marks the beginning of the second (feared) part. Adjustment from previous routine. It used to be that we would spend a lot of time together. Even if we didn't have time, we would make time. We met every alternate day if not everyday. Even if we had tuition, I would either go over early to spend a bit of time with him or he would meet me im between my tuition sessions to bring me to the next venue. Even if it meant an hour or even less. So it's going to take a little getting used to this new routine with him working from 9 to 6, and possibly overtime. But I guess it'll be fine. Really proud of him :) So it is thus my job to become a even better gf and be understanding towards everything! :) Just hope that  he would strive hard and show everyone his capabilities. Muacks. So proud of you! But be careful not to overwork yourself k? Oh well, gonna try to complement his new sleeping hours too. Actually that isn't that bad. Have always wanted to sleep earlier. Hehe. Gotta drink more water too! Lots of bad habits waiting to be changed!

Chef's (me) gonna cook him a meal for him tomorrow as part 2 of our celebration. Shall update again another time. Wish me luck! :)

First yawn. Time for bed! Night everyone!! Happy 11th month again dearie! I <3 you! :)

A week more before Fen comes back.. YAY!

HAPPY 11th Month Darling!!!!
 
I love you! Always and forever!!!
 
I win!!! :)

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Bad strain on my left shoulder.. Owww...

Miss my 3 musketeers - Silly, Dilly and my Andy. Heh.

Time to leave for tuition. *Poof*

I am homeeee~ Yup Yup. Tired tired. And did I mention, we bought 2 hammies yesterday! Bought it from his 'mei's' contact, some breeder. Very very nice guy. He took about 7 or so and we picked out a normal winterwhite and a sapphire winter white. Hehe. Was playing with it and Andy started to call me 'Silly Dilly' and guess what, it became their names!! Silly is the Sapphire that Andy picked out while Dilly is the normal ww I picked out. Reason being, I wanted to distinguish them. Both are males! THEY ARE ADORABLE! Seriously cute. Anyways, backtrack for a bit. Had tuition yesterday and he picked me up after that. Went back to his parents' place for dinner and we went off to Serangoon North to get hamster stuff. Serangoon North has craploads of pet shops! Anyways we went there a little late so basically half of them were closed. Nonetheless, we manage to spot Petmart and bought craploads from them! Bought that outpost, a restaurant, a tube and this loop connecter thingie for the habitrail cage, the toilet set, corn bedding, normal food, bathing sand, guazi, bottle. All for only 70 bucks! Crap man. Should have went there instead to get the cage! The other day we spent like 70 bucks for just the cage, and a connecter cube ( just a small space cube ) and that space craft thing even after discount! Gosh man. The difference is obscene. Tried to make friends with the Aunty and she gave me a discoutn and even a free membership card! Weee! So happy! Went to the next petstore to get fruit flavoured food for hammies. Haha. Talk cock with the Aunty, made small talk and got another discount. Wee! So happy!

Was early so we went to Marine Parade's Sam Yick after that. Wanted to buy a bottle of this hammie scented powder to mix with the bathing sand but it was sold out or something. Oh well. Ended up buying a tub from the provision shop. Went to Eunos after that to meet the hammie breeder, Melvin. Seriously nice guy! He was very ncie and patient, explaining etc, telling us if would be no problem if we wanted to to get a male and female, how we can take care of them etc. Very nice person. Brought along about 7 hammies for us to choose. Andy chose a sapphire ww and I choose a normal ww so that it would be easier for us to identify them. Left it to fate to see the gender we picked out and surprisingly, both were males, which matched our plans initially! Anyways, the whole tank of baby hammies were ADORABLE. All about 2-3 weeks old. Had to stop myself from blurting " I want to buy all." Gosh. They were super cuteeeee!!! I miss Silly and Dilly already.. Arggh.

Went back to his place after that and connected all the various new 'stuff' we bought to the cage. Cleaned it and started to prepare the home for hammies. hehe. Oh yeah, bought a food dish too. SO happy the colour matched the entire set. Heeeee. My hammies' palace. Very cuteee! Anyways, they were really adorable. Dilly's the explorer while Silly's the sleephead aka bully aka slacker aka let-Silly-do-the-job-while-I-reap-the-results. Very adorable. DIlly would prepare the tissue and bring ti to the housing spot he picked and SIlly would just slack. When it's finally done, Silly would come chase Dilly out of the place and claimed it as his. So bad right! Really cute, the both of them.. I love them... So much!

Thank you dearie!!!!!!! I love you so much! It's great have someone who loves animals! Hugs. You're the best!!

Today was tiring. Cleaned up the whole house while he was out giving tuition. First time. Swept and mopped his room, the licing room, the kitchen, scrubbing the cooking area, the counters, the table, cleaned the windows, cleaned his bathroom etc etc etc all within an hour an the half. I am efficient man. Anyways, he called, didn't hear the phone and had to rush out to meet him to get groceries, so dropped everything and flew out. *sigh* Tired. Decided to prepare dinner with him at the last minute while we were at NTUC so bought steak, veggies and all that. Was fun! He made steak, which I thought were really good, I fried tao gay since I can't cook for nuts, we made corn on the cob, he made water cress soup and we had tang yuan for dessert. Hehe. Happy!

Okie, time to shower. Nights everyone!!! Night dearie! Night Silly! Night Dilly!! I love you alll!!!!

YAY! Today is a day of good news!
 
First, my darling aced his interview and got hired on the spot. *SOOO proud of you* A little weird not to have you around em all the time but I'm sure you'll make time for em right? Muacks.*
 
Then....
 
FEN IS COMING HOME END OF THIS MONTH!
 
YAY!! Time flies. Seems likes yesterday when all of us were wailing at the airport. NOW SHES COMING HOME! YEsssssssss!!! YAY!
 
So happy. Life is magnificent. Now to get my hammies... Wee! I want hammies this week!

Spock when he was a baby. Isn't he adorable!! I heart you! Like Batman! 

Cool picture. A simple combi.. 

Another combi. Heh. 

ANd this one! Wee! I want them! 

And this one! 

I want this too! 

My Space Explorer! 

My new cage! 

It's a Tuesday and yesterday was an awesome way to start the week! Never been THIS excited for a long time! Hehe. Basically, since the day we moved, we have sort of decided to keep a hamster at his new place. So I've been visiting pets forums and reading information sites about hamsters. Hehehehe! So so so so happy!
 
So yesterday, we decided to cancel tuition and went to J8 Pets Lovers Centre to take a look, then went to Marine Parade to take a look. He had an interview so I accompanied him to that. hehe. So proud of him! Went to Eastpoint's Pet Safari after that to take a look. Hehe. SO excited! Bought this cage. So cool! Need to get more addons. Hehe. Gonna hunt for those I like. Bought the space explorer as well. Pictures are below. Hehehhe. Got some items that I want posted below as well! SO excited!! Anyways saw this CUTTTTEEE husky at Eastpoint's pet safari. Haha. Reminded me of Spock bigtime. A baby Spock. SO adorable! WIll post up again. Hee. Andy was so happy to see it. Spock looks cuter though. I miss Spock! He is so cute! Nowadays he would get very happy an excited whenever we go back to his parents' place. SO cuteeeee!
 
Ok la. Gonna hunt some pictures and post it. Hammie Maniiaaaa!!!!
 
Andy's got an interview later with the big shots. WIsh him luck! Good luck darling! Muacks! :)  I've got tuition. Boo.
 
 

So sian. It's another boring Saturday. Bleah. Still trying to figure a way out of this family gathering cum house warming session. Sigh. Have to put my rusty PR skills into use, which I totally loathe. Don't get me wrong, my relatives are very nice people, just that on a Saturday, I would rather be out somewhere with Andy and my friends. Having fun, playing. Bleah. Sian. Not that I'll not be meeting him but it'll be late. Unexpectedly later than I thought. Crap.
 
Anyways, I've been busy lately. Andy moved last weekend so there are a lot of loose ends to tie and things to settle. Holy cow, groceries are expensive these days! We must have spent like 300 on them in a week! Gosh. Lucky pay is coming in in about 2 to 3 weeks. They seem far enough to be near. Gah. Been in a vain mood, proud of myself, been controlling myself super well, much to my pleasant surprise. Hehe.
 
His new place is more or less set up for living. Haha. Just across the street from Bishan Int'change Mac. Very near his old place as well. Been really proud of him. He's been cleaning after himself, keeping the place clean and tidy. Hopefully it will keep up.
 
We made dinner the other day as well! Hehe, was fun. He made me pasta, I made him dried chilli honey chicken wings and we baked a cheesecake together. Hehe. He made me corn too. Was fun. (Bear, the cheesecake succeeded! But this time I tried the baked one) Next day, he made me his surprise honey grilled chicken which was actually for dinner the day before. Too much food so we shelved it. Hehe. Was very very nice! Everything was fabulous. So proud of him. He washed the dishes, cleaned up, wiped the tables, etc etc. Muacks. So proud of you! :)
 
He's got an interview up on Monday while I've got more tuition to go to. Mon, Tues, Wed x 2 sessions, Fri x 2 sessions and Saturday. Busy busy. Think I may help take over one of his kids if he gets the job. Will see how.. and I can't wait to go hammie house shopping with him soon! Yay! We gonna get a hammie! Hee! So happy. Gonna go look around and check stuff out first. So exciting! Hehe. Wanna get more flyers stuffed up mailboxes too. Busy busy, but happy! :)
 
Alrighty, you guys take good care! Muacks and have a great weekend! Hugs. Proud of you darling!

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For some reason, I was feeling really really sad earlier on. I still am. Was trying to control my tears as I talked to Uncle Fred and Aunty Shirley when they sent me back. Was touched as well as worried for my boy.

I miss him horribly. Know that I cannot see him online now because the internet connection will not be up till the 19th or so is driving me crazy. Seems so empty. Knowing that the phone lines will only be up on Monday is a double blow. Talking on the handphone is way too expensive. I miss him. I really do. He's gonna be all alone tonight. In a new room, in a new house. There wasn't even boiled water or ice. He needs them to sleep. The linen is missing, everything is dusty and all over the place. There are no grilles. It's so dim and dark. I hope the aircon is working well. The toilet bowl in the kitchen isn't working as intended. I'm so worried. Can't stop crying. And I am so tired. But I miss him so much. I wish I was there to make things better and more comfy for him. It's a new phase of life for him as Kor kor Jeff puts it. Wo hao xin tong. I'm so proud of him. He's a brave boy. Hugs.

Shall try to call him now. Going bonkers. Exhausted. Been running up and down all day and cleaning this and that. Sigh. Many cuts on my hands.

Update again. Night everyone. Hugs.

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Lazy lazy thursday! Gonna make a cheesecake today! Hehe, got really inspired after trying out the cheesecake Laurine made for Fu's birthday over the chalet! Very Yummie! Thanks Laurine for the recipe! :)

(WInnie, I try, if successful I tell you ok! Koala likes cheesecake right? Maybe you can make one and surprise him ;))

Yesterday was a busy day. arranged to go meet Andy last minute to go over to his new place to make a list of the things he needs. Rushed to give tuition after that. Met Andy after after tuition and headed over to Cityhall. Hehe, that boy is happy. His parents gonna get him phone and internet installed. So we went to get everything done up. SO telephone lines will be up on monday and internet will be up on the 16th. Nowadays very high tech! ALl he ahd to do was to call a number and they gave him his new number straight! Wor! Oh well, so he'll be moving over the weekend. Just short of cleaning and probably his parents will take him furniture shopping soon and he's good to go. Lotsa cleaning to do. Bleah. That place so dusty.

Oh well. Okie, time to make biscuit crumbs for the cheesecake! Tata all! Update later!

Yo. Wah, my brain cells are totally zapped out! Woke up, played and all that thinking it was a Monday when it is actually a Wednesday! I'm such a laggard!

ANyways I am back from the chalet! Was back yesterday actually, but was too tired to blog. Came home in the morning, plonked into bed slept till 4+pm, woke up ate, played went back to bed at 1am. Very very very.. very very.. tired.

The chalet was ok. Actually the company was great.. but that place.. erm.. haunted mansion. Or rather, it reminded me of one. It's those old, pre-war-lookalike chalets at Changi. Below old Changi Hospital. Scary. We stayed at the chalets that look very domitary like. One whole row. Doesn't help that the window stills are painted orange and red. Creeped me out. The only thing that made it better was the bus stop that stood right outside the chalets. And I am so glad that Andy was with me practically every single second. Would have gone bonkers if he wasnt. I followed him like a leech and made him follow me like a leech. Was terrified. The rooms were big and spartan. Which made it scary.

The chalet was actually for Fu! Haha, was his birthday on Sunday. Haha. He's adorable. Like small boy. Haha. So cute. Sunday Andy came to pick me up and we headed back to Bishan for a Ramly Burger lunch. Yummm. Went to pick up Laurine, Fu and QY, Zack at thier places after that. Next stop was White Sand's Pasir Ris for grocery shopping time! We bought 200++ worth of groceries! Enough to feed the army. Haha. Bought Steak and all, which turned out really yummy, marination courtesy of QY! Started marinating the food at the chalets. The food was fabulous. The best BBQ I've tasted actually. Beeeeeef galore! STeakssss! Wah piang. Brings BBQ to a whole new level! The chicken Andy marinated tasted great also!! Yum!! SHiokest!

BBQ ended at abt 1 or so, watched Euro with them. Greece won. Haha. Went to bed at night. Couldn't sleep. Was too frightened. Refused to open my eyes unless necessary. Slept only after day break when it's bright and less intimidating. So glad Andy was beside me all the while. Was scared. And my ears were like satallite dishes, picking up every single sound, noise etc etc. Ahh.

Monday, woke up, went to Changi to have this famous Nasi Lemak. Errm, don't like it. Way too much hype. Don't find it good. In fact, it's pretty bad imo. Killed my appetite. Only like the fried chicken. Played lotsss of mahjong afterwards. Napped, woke up, went to watch SPiderman at TM. Nice show.. So cool! Gymnast in the air! QY left and Laurine left earlier on. So left with Andy and I, Fu and Zack. Went back and BBQed more! Haha. SHiok. By the time we're done, it's like 5 am. Went to sleep. Knocked out. Woke up after a few hours at 9 am, checked out and went home. Oh well, that was my late weekend. Hehe. Was fun, though I wished it wasn't that scary. Haha.

Okie. Time to end. Andy's up. That zhu :) Muacks. Have a good week ahead everyone! :)

It's Fen's birthday!

Happy Birthday My Sweet ONe!!!!!!

Miss you so much! Come home soon! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS! HUGS!

Holy cow. It's 3 am and I am so blardie exhausted. Gah, just wanna face up to my fears before I sleep. Hopefully, that will make me a better person tomorrow. Updates first.

Been really really busy over the past few days. Been sick over the weekends and the blardie haze is still making me cough once in a while. Monday, Andy came to pick me up, took me to the doc then went back to his place. He sent Teresa to work while I worked on the flyers. Suppose to skate after that but ended up sleeping. Haha. We are such pigs. Got a call from Teresa and he went to pick her up after that while I go get the flyers printed. He went to give tuition after that while I slotted the flyers in mailboxes in his kid's vicinity. It's hard work man. And I realised something interesting. I didn't complain as much as I thought I would. In fact, I was actually enjoying doing it. Oh well, I guess it because I'm doing it for him, so hardwork doesn't seem that hard after all. Accompanied him to band pract after that. They work on a few songs while I stoned away. Was tired and all that. Their new songs sounds rather interesting. Hehe. Went to Taukee with them for supper after that. Butter prawnsssss... YUMMMIEEE!!! Delicious. The food there is really good. SLurp. Went home, konked out.

Tues morning, he came to pick me up after sending Teresa to work. Went over to his place and worked on his stuff again. Went to pick Teresa up and she treated us to lunch. Went back to his place and worked on his stuff again while he went to give tuition. Played a little with Teresa and its back to his work. He came back and we went out to slot flyers in Sengkang. Yesterday was suay. We got a parking ticket. Pooi. Anyways, didn't slot much and headed back home. Poor boy didn't looked accustomed to doing that. *Hugs* I know its hard dear, but you're doing great, so jiayou k! No pain no gain!

Went over again this morning. Helped him with his stuff again and he sent me to my Spottiswoode kid's place. I gave tuition and he slotted flyers. Serangoon's kid cancelled on me so we went to meet Lily instead. Went to Clementi after that to slot more flyers. hehe. Proud of him.

Oh yeah, before I forget, you guys must be wondering what flyers were they. Basically, Andy started this tuition coordinator thingie. So basically, we are trying to find students now. We have a ready pool of tutors for them. So if you guys knows anyone who wants tuition, be it your friends, cousins, friends' kids, colleagues' kids, neighbours, etc etc, if would be really great if you guys can ask them to contact me k? Help me spead the word! Thank in advance ;) Hugs!

Yup, so after that, slotted all of our flyers, went back to his place. Hehe, my dear cooked for me tdy. Didn't find much so we made some simple stuff. Hehe. Nice. Helped him pack his clothes, cds etc etc into boxes afterwards and ohh boyyy.. I have a really good imagination.. Chanced upon some things he forgot existed. Being me, thoughts went hay wired and started to imagine very weird scenarios that seemed really real for a split second. He noticed it and being the sweet one, he cleared every single piece out, much to my relief. I guess some things, I just want them out of my way.. I feel little as compared to her. The things she does, are so sweet. I feel like I cannot hold a candle to her. She's sweet, romantic, artsy, and all that. No wonder he loved her. I would too if a person does what she did. *sigh* Oh well, guess it's time to strive to be a better girlfriend. Really scared that history will repeat. *Hugs* You wouldn't let it happen, right? :) AT least I feel better now. I know they existed and I know that they will no longer exist after tomorrow. I feel more assured, and I am proud of myself. And today, I took another step away from the past.

Gah sleep sleep. SCV screwy. Time for bed. Exhausted. Been working literally non stop for the past few days. Break tmr. Night all! Love you Bunny :)