Time for bananas and school!

I heart you Bunny!

Have a great day everyone!

I am home! From the chalet Andy booked for my birthday. So tired! Had so much fun playing xbox! Ha we are such no lifers! Hehe. Kung Fu Chaos is damn fun lor!

Anyways it was fantastic. Seriously didn't want to go home afterwards. Staying with him is really addictive. Plus our living habits complement very well. Muacks! Very very happy. Made me forget I had other committments besides a relationship. Loved every minute of it! Pigged out, played, chilled! Fun fun fun! He's such a sweetie. Muacks.

Anyways rushed to give tuition today. Andy was such a dear, accompanied to all the way from Pasir Ris to SGH for my tuition. Poor thing slept on the bus. Had time in between so we headed over to Tiong Bahru to walk and eat a little. Then accompanied me back to SGH area again for tuition. You're the sweetest! Muacks! Know it's hot and you hate heat but yet you accompanied me! Muacks! Love you to bitssssss! Kung Fu Fighting! Hey Ha! Ooh oh oh Kungfu fighting! We uBerz! B+Y Taunt!!!!! B+Y TAUNT!!! B+Y TAUNT!!! L+R!!! Special power!!!

Just got home about 3 minutes ago. Tired. Take care all! Dinner time~ Muacks!

Oh happy day! Oh happy day.. Wish it'd never end.. Love you bunnyyyyy!! Ngo Ooi Lei!

Happy 8th month dearest! Smoochies! *hugs* I love you so much! Muacks!

Too tired to blog. Had a long day. I amazed. I made through the day. Ha. Another daya t school tomorrow. I am so tired.

Love you bunny! Made we have 8 lifetimes together! Muacks! Wee. 1 minute to 8 months and a day!

It's 12 mins to sunday. But I bet by the time this is posted, it's already midnight! Almost a week without updating, so here goes! Cant' remember much but oh well.. Dammitz.. mosquito bit me. Die Kito die!

Last Saturday, went to study at Guang's place. Nothing much basically. Gave tuition then headed to his place after a last minute switch of venue. Studied and pigged out a little during our break time. Yummy chee cheong fan. Haha. The Otah's pretty nice too. A little spicy though. Christina and I had our tongues sticking out after a few sticks. Haha. Yummy. Andy came to pick me up after that and we went to meet the guys at MS after that. Hmm, I must really say I am getting tp love macaroni and cheese.. Yum. Went to catch Starsky and Hutch (again) with them. Play pool afterwards and hmm, not bad, feeling in form. Need practice dammitz! Went for supper and sent some home afterwards. Something pretty bad happened afterwards. Shall not elaborate. Anyways begones.. Need to cope with it I guess.. Oh well.. Still feeling jealous and all but I guess since it has nothing to do with me, that's all that matters.. *shrugs*

Sunday, baby was borned. Haha. Exciting time for his family though. Hehe. Nice name but I don't think I wanna post it up. Realise blogsites can be searched. Ha. I am a scaredy cat. Wahah.

Monday went to visit little baby. So cute!! His sis in law looked exhausted though. Poor thing. Mothers are like the bravest people in the world lor! Can you imagine a baby coming out from down there? Need to cut somemore. Ouch. Everyone love their mothers please. Else God will punish you. :P Haha Aunty Shirley was so excited and happy. Proud grandmother! Shes so cute, came and talked to me about it in her usual hyper mood. So cute. Kept asking 'cute right?' haha so adorable! Baby's really cute and handsome! Very very cute. Went out to try to look for a place to study but couldn't find any. AMK was packed like nuts, 3rd plc was closed, so in the end, drove around and decided to head back to his place. That day was suay I tell you. Went to the hospital later in the evening again to visit baby and Lyndsay. Quite a number of visitors. Chris and June came which I thought was really nice. His bro's cell group was there and some others. Hung around for a bit then headed to PS. Wanted to catch a The Prince and Me but no more showtime. Oh well. Went home after walking around for a bit.

Tuesday. Think I stayed home? Can't remember.

Wednesday went to give tuition. Had 2 sessions that day. Ha. Bad bad, threw tantrums at him.. Been throwing a lot of tantrums lately.. so stressed.. sorry Bunny.. Muacks.. Anyways he was fantastic. Came to accompany me for dinner. Had prata craving the night before and he actually remembered! *Beam* Headed to some prata place near his jamming place to makan. Hehe. Went to give the next session after that. Muacks. You're the best, bester, bestest, besterest! :P

Thursday think I stayed home.

Friday went to see the doctor in the morning for my face. Blardie suay. Woke up late, reached at 12 (Clinic was supposed to be close at 12) and was so happy to see the 'Open' sign outside the clinic. Was even happier to see patients waiting. Thought I made it until I happily made small talk to the nurses when she said the doctor just left. Bleah. SO decided to go for the 2 pm slot and went to the nearby mall to walk around. Hougang Mall is blardie boring. Nothing in there. Walked around but can't sit until he came. But anyways was too tired so sat at the busstop. So hot! Crazy man. Went to give tuition after that. Hehe. He was sweet and sat under the block to wait for me to finish giving tuition. *muacks* You're the absolute best! Hugs hugs! Larff yew! Went back to his place to take his lap after that. Aunty Shirley asked me to stay for dinner. Shes sweet and nice as always. Joked a little and talked a bit. Baby has jaundice so everyone's worried. Rushed to AMK after that to study a bit. Met his bro, sis in law and mother in law when we were about to leave. Poor thing. All of them looked tired, especially Lyndsay. Must be really hard. Can't imagine how I would take it if my baby is sick. i'll definitely feel helpless and all.

Today was fun! Went to school. Really sleepy though. Didnt sleep well last night. Class was not too bad. Cindy and Christina kept me wide awake during the breaks though. Haha. Hilarious. Went out after that with Andy. Caught 50 First Dates. I think it's superb! Haven't laughed that hard in a long time! Really a great movie! So funny, and the chemistry between Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore is woah. Nice show.. And for the first time, I think walrus's uberly cute!!! Hehe. Watch that show. Worth it. Very nice! Good for dates! Very sweet and well. The guy tries to amke her fall in love with him every day. So sweet! I wonder if mine would do the same. Waha. Oh yeah, they had this DJ Hunt at PS today. Too bad my bunny isn't ready yet. Bleah. Slowly.. Jiayou k? I think you're a talent. Haha. He talked to Jean Danker for a bit and she's really nice and funny. SHe was teasing us about the movie a little though. Pretty cute. Too bad my Glenn isn't there. Argh! Bleah.

Okie. Time to send. Class tomorrow. Yes. On a sunday. Ha.

Anyways a special thanks to you dearie. been really mean of recent. Turning into a monster. Stress is getting to me. And I am really happy to see that you have been really patient and loving despite all those crap I gave you. It's reassuring and very sweet of you. And I do know that you made the effort to. And I appreciate it a great deal! Thank you so much! *muacks* Larff yew to bits!

Night all. Have a good sunday!

Hope it rains! wee~

The first thing of the day that made me laugh. Thanks Ru. :) Have a good week everyone.

Happy birth day little baby.

A little old lady went into the Bank of Canada one day. Carrying a bag
of money. She insisted that she must speak with the president of the bank to
open a savings account because, "It's a lot of money!"
After much hemming and hawing, the bank staff finally ushered her into the president's office (the customer is always right!)
The bank president then asked her how much she would like to deposit.
She replied, "$165,000!" and dumped the cash out of her bag onto his desk.
The president was of course curious as to how she came by all this cash, so he asked her, "Ma'am, I'm surprised you're carrying so much cash around.
"Where did you get this money?"
The old lady replied, "I make bets."
The president then asked, "Bets? What kind of bets?"
The old woman said, "Well, for example, I'll bet you $25,000 that your balls are square."
"Ha!" laughed the president, "That's a stupid bet. You can never win that kind of bet!"
The old lady challenged, "So, would you like to take my bet?"
"Sure," said the president, I'll bet $25,000 that my balls are not square!"
The little old lady then said, "Okay, but since there is a lot of money involved, ma y I bring my lawyer with me tomorrow at 10:00 AM as a witness?"
"Sure!" replied the confident president.
That night, the president got very nervous about the bet and spent a long
time in front of a mirror checking his balls, turning from side to side, again and again.
He thoroughly checked them out until he was sure there was absolutely no way his balls were square and that he would win the bet.
The next morning, at precisely 10:00 am, the little old lady appeared with her lawyer at the president's office. She introduced the lawyer to the president and repeated the bet: "$25,000 says the president's balls are square!"
The president agreed with the bet again and the old lady asked him to drop his pants so they could all see. The president did. The little old lady peered closely at his balls and then asked if she could feel them.
"Well, Okay," said the president, "$25,000 is a lot of money, so I guess you should be absolutely sure."
Just then, he noticed that the lawyer was quietly banging his head against the wall. The President asked the old lady, "What the hell's the matter with your lawyer?"
She replied, "Nothing, except I bet him $100,000 that at 10:00 AM today, I'd have The Bank of Canada's president's balls in my hand."

It's Wednesday and finally a glorious day. Happy happy day.

When to Andy's place in the late morning. Haha, he brought Spock out and picked me from the bus stop near his place. Hehehe. Nice. Hung around then went over to 3rd place after lunch to study. Hehe. Sadly, this guy wasn't around and was unable to teach him pool. No idea if that place is a cafe-cafe because they don't seem to be selling anything. No one were there except 2 ladies in charge for the day and a bunch of student playing games and pool. Hehe, we wanted to play some free pool too but unfortunately, some boys were hogging the table. Nonetheless, I did some studying while he read.

Went to catch a movie after that at GV Grand. Watched Hutch and Starsky. Sneaks today. Not bad a show. Quite funny. I'm a sucker for comedies. Haha. Nice. Owen Wilson is pretty charming in fact. Mischievous charm. Hehe. And guess what I smuggled into the cinema! A black pepper leg Andy got for me at Cold Storage! Wahahaha. SHiok man I tell you. You guys should try that sometimes. SHiok!

Was a little late after the show but we headed to PS for a bit to hang around before going home. Was very nice. Hehehe. Happy today. Very very happy. I think I feel cranky when I dont see him. Haha. I am mad.

Anywayyyysss... Was rather fascinated by what Fen wrote in her blog. Haha girl, thanks. Haha. Maybe I am much more whiny. Hehe. Don't like to keep things bottled to myself. I find it destructive because sometimes I find anger through it. WOuld rather talk or type. Makes me feel a lot better. Maybe you can try to too. Try clipped sentences? An idea is an idea, doesn't matter if it's in fragments. LoL. Love you sweetheart. Miss you being around.

There are pros and cons to being single/attached. Some good some bad. Can't really say which are good and which are bad since they are in a different phase. There are perks to both and the downsides exists in full strength as well for both cases. You just get happy and sad for different reasons. In a nutshell. You used to be able to solely depend on yourself to make u feel happy/sad whereas when you are attached, someone shares that responsiblilty. Different sides of the coin. Everyone deserves a someone to love them. Ok not everyone perhaps but at the very least, people around me do. I have the most wonderful friends. My girls are awesome. Close-knit. Loving, beautiful, kind, wife-ly, kids-loving, caring, understanding, loyal, faithful, zero bad habits, fantastic personalities, wildly intelligent with a superb sense of humour. They pick their candidates, not the other way round. And it's right that everyone decides on who gets a shot. Loneliness kicks in sometimes, but frankly, it escapes no one. Even I feel lonely sometimes. But nonetheless, happiness exists in different forms, and more of which would come pretty soon. :)

Male friends are not too bad as well! As long as *someone* settles down a little, I'm sure he will find that special someone soon.

Hey You. You know who you are. Settle down dude. You are a fantastic fellow like I've always emphasized. I know you are capable of a lot. You will make a fantastic boyfriend. You have taken fantastic care of me as a *sister* ( Guess who! :P ), as a friend. I appreciate your efforts and I do believe you deserve the very best. I make no mistakes about that! Settle down and eventually you'll find your match!

Alrighty.. stupid game is taking a long time to patch. Laterz everyone. Maucks all. Especially my bunny, my darling girls, the guys!

Special thanks to my best friend Winnie and Didi!

Sigh. Today didn't start off that great. Woke up feeling nervous and queasy. Things just flashed through my mind without me even thinking. Events after events after events. Woke up feeling dazed, tired, and stoned. Just wanted to be alone. Don't want anybody, don't need anybody.

Day picked out after a while. Nothing fantastic. I am still feeling very tired though. I wished I had a normal routine. Been feeling tired almost every other day.

I think I am sinking into depression soon. I *think*. Hopefully not. I realised that lately, I have got a very short fuse. I don't know if it's a good idea to caution people around me but I feel like I am going to blow at times. I am just supressing, supressing and supressing. Everyone just try to be nice to me during this period please. I don't wanna scream in your faces. Wouldn't be pleasant and I don't want to hurt anyone. Oh man. I need a break from everything. Bleah. How how how. No idea why but I have been rather angry at myself lately. Not sure what I am angry over, but just angry over -Me-. Crisis here. Oh man.....

Hope the guys would have time to study out soon. It's always nice studying with them. Doubt Andy would be able to do that with me since he's unwell and I don't want to take up his time. Ahhh! Sad. I feel like giving up some times. Boo hoo.

Shall stop here. I am feeling angry again. Hur. I conclude. I am mad.

Having hair woes as well.

Ah fark.

Happy meter, you aint doing well. Oh Happy Me! Oh Happy Me! Where thou art Happy Me?

Make me feel like a farking princess! Ahhhh! Sian. I haven't felt that in forever. I think I am going mad.

*Poof* Angry girl needs to read. Sian.

Have a great day ahead everyone. Angry girl loves all of you even when she is angry at *herself*. *pout* I miss my happy self.

Damn. My brother pissed me off again. What's with monkeys.

Just finished reading Windmills of the Gods, by Sidney Sheldon. Oh man, I am blown again. Some parts were so sad, especially those where the lead lady would talk to the emptiness of the night to her dead husband. So so sad.

Anyways it's Easter day today. Hope everyone had a good time.

So once again, Happy Easter Day. Happy Birthday Bunny!

Oh well, been holding off my postings for a few days now, so guess I'll update now since I am in such a bad mood (Yes didi, I am crazy again) and to up the Fark-life factor, I am feeling reflective. I guess what's inside must come out. I am such an angry young woman. Haha.

Saturday was zonking-out day. Met the guys to study at AMK. Shifted so many times and finally settled at Bishan Mac. Pretty nice place to study at night, especially the outside stone benches. But didn'tstudy much that day. Was seriously spaced out. Reached AMK at can't-remember-what time and Jeremy (Saturday wonder!) and Christina were already there. Had lunch and our resident kid was harping on why I should turn vegetarian. Was told stories of how animals were killed for our consumption and how a chicken might be banging his head against the barn fence while I am happily chomping on my popcorn chicken. Haha. Oh yeah now I remember. Gave tuition before that. So I reaching AMK at about 2.

Fark. My brother just pissed me off. Fantastic. Guys have zero patience and a farking ego. They think they're always right. Fark them.

Anyways, wasn't able to fully concentrate that day. Was too tired. Can't rem what I was doing that night before but I didn't sleep until Andy messaged me later in the night. Just couldn't sleep. Poor boy was sick. He is still now. Don't think he will get well any time soon with all that late nights. I need to try and break away. I am falling ill very soon too.

Left the guys early then. Wasn't feeling too great plus I had a Dragon raid to attend. Glad I parked my char the previous night. All that lashing is well worth it. Had to park Andy's char as well. Blardie suay. Sometime always happens when there's a Dragon raid. No idea why. The new method was a flop but it was fun. SPAMMINGFORTHEWIN. But there goes my respec stone.

Sunday was LETS-PLAY-ALL-DAY day. Was suppose to meet the guys again for study group but I was too tired to go anywhere. Physically, mentally, emotionally drained. So stayed home and stoned in game mostly. I wished I knew the answers to many things. I am sure God made guys and girls different for a reason. Are we suppose to have and can do away with less or no dignity? Someone brought up the issue of dignity the previous night. That left me in deep thought. Thought of some stuff and quizzed myself on many others. Humans are despicable creatures. Afterall, we are borned in sin. What is more and what is less. What shows love and what shows otherwise. Is personality in-borned or can it not be changed? If so, what made me the way I am. I think I've changed quite a bit over recent times. Is that not proof that people do change and people are capable of control? Or am I deluding myself. I think I've changed. I have better control of my temper now. At least when I am dealing with Andy. It's quite amazing I should think. He is the first person that brought about such a change. Maybe it's because he means something to me. But some might say that I lost my dignity with it. I don't know if I did, maybe part of it went to him.

Was talking to a dear friend about my biggest fear the other night. I can't help it but cry at what I think would scare me the most. Sometimes, the decisions you make out of spite and is accepted would hurt. But what if your environment makes you accept the change? Cruel? Perhaps, but afterall, I've done it a million times. But now, the fear of history repeating scares me. I am no longer that same me. Now, I have a hope that I hold close to my heart. Maybe that was why I found myself changing over time.

People often say that You pick an environment that fits your personality. What if you found an environment that you like? But you can't fit? You change you bend. Should the environment try to change for you too? Perhaps they can't. So too bad for you. Someone once said. Grind and bear it. Or else, you walk out. So I guess it's a if-you-can't-change-the-way-things-are-then-you-would-have-to-change-yourself-if-you-wanna-stay. Perhaps. That makes me who I am today. Perhaps. I guess I am trying to change the environment as well. But if I guess if I can't.. then perhaps I do not have the capability to.

On Sat, Jeremy was relating to us a story about someone he knew. It struck me hard and for some reason, I was surprised at the things that fellow did. Drama it was but that guy love that girl. And yes, I was surprised. Not that I have anything against that friend of his but I just am surprised that guys in a relationship do do things to salvage back their relationship. I wonder if mine will too. Or will it be just a wild goose chase. We often not cherish what we have until we lose it. But wouldn't it be too late by then? Am I the only one realising things every time?

I think I've grew weak recently. I get nervous easily and I grow scared quickly. For small dumb stuff. I would cover my ears and close my eyes. Why have the fears manifest in me? He keeps me safe. But the fears are still there. How to fight the demons in me?

In the past, people used to say that I am fussy and picky. Especially when it comes to furthering a progress with a suitor. Doesn't help when I have a has-been close friend who felt that no guy is good enough for me. Up till now, none has been been good enough. But I don't think I am fussy. I resist changes and I do enjoy long lasting relationships. I yearn for that badly. I don't like changing boyfriends and interests. I find it hard to fall in love. I like to feel settled and involved. I like being a subset and not a exclusive set, chasing after someone's tail, or getting someone chasing my tail. I like to be appreciated and I like the feeling of being loved. I don't need all the blingblings. Girls are meant to be held and cherished. I just want that. That isn't too much to ask I hope. I give a lot when I am involved. And all I want is the other party to try and give in a directly proportional way, and not inversely proportional. I don't think I ask for much. Just love and cherish me for the rest of your life and I will love and cherish you for yours.

We also talked about relationships that are open. Where both parties can date someone else. Jeremy said that a person in a relationship should not give another person false hopes and tell him he may stand a chance. Guang said that if it's a mutual understanding between both parties, anything does. The devil in me says that it's ok if I stray but not him. But when I reflected on what I said, I realise that I have no one else to stray to. Afterall, I only see one person in my life. My heart says that if he does, and if he makes him happy. I should let and forgive. And then I realise. Do I have dignity at all? Shouldn't I punish and walk out like I have always did? Was that being nice and forgiving or just plain gullible and stupid. I wouldn't know.

It's funny how movies usually portray women as being more compassionate and loving. Whereas guys are the self-centred egoistic farkers. Movies with the opposite casting usually makes box office hits or huge flops. As I was watching the Passion of Christ, it struck me that many of the weepy scenes involved women. Like how the adulteress stayed "faithful" to Jesus after he saved her from being stoned. How the woman in the streets tried to cleanse Jesus of his sweat and blood when he was making his way to the cruxification. How the camera panned to the women who wept for him. Men, most of them to say the very least, jeered and had the loudest comments to make to bring about Jesus's sentence. Was personality created by God? How was Adam like?

Questions: Jesus died for mankind. " He can die for you. Will you die for him? " A disciple said he would. But eventually denied Jesus 3 times. What does it say to me? The only one someone cares about is himself. Does that mean that people are unwilling to change? Does it mean to say that people only think that a party can sacrifice for them but they will never sacrifice for the other party? I am ashamed to be part of mankind.

" I will change for you. Will you change for me? "

To end this part, I will copy and paste a section of what I have read in Ant's blog. I am not a pro-Christian. I am not a Christian but these words touched me. I have no idea if these words were from the bible or from him but nonetheless, it speaks of sacrifice. I am not trying to go pro-religion.

"He is my King; I crowned upon him, thorns of sin. He is the King of Majesty.
He bore the lashes, that were rightfully mine.
He is my comforter.
On the cross he died, and my iron nails he hung upon. He is my savior."

Thanks Didi for the song. It's very nice :) /Hugs

Oh well, it's a public holiday today! Lazy afternoon. Ha. Suppose to be on my way out to AMK now to meet the rest to study but I bet they will be late. So no hurry, shall leave at 3. SUppose to meet them at 3. Haha. Gonna go KFC since the library is closed today. Hope we don't get chased out. Hur.

Yesterday was a pretty nice day. Went to meet Guang and Jer at AMK. Jer said he would be there in the morning to get a table, but guess what! I reached there at 2, and no one was in sight. Guang joined me a while after and guess who came the latest. Hur. Christina came afterwards. 4 people, 2 tables. We are such tyrants. Hur. Hung out with them for a bit while waiting to go meet Andy later after that. They had Ba Chor Mee! I didn't eat any since I was going over to Andy's place for his sister's birthday dinner. Drank only Iced Milo. Oh well. Stupid Jer, he go order with xtra noodles. So the sauce not enough so it isn't as good. Then say I make bad recommandations. Argued for like 15 mins. So doh. Yummy man. Pay $3 bucks must eat what they serve. Don't do funny stuff, will affect quality of the food one. Wahaha.

Rushed over to J8 while they decided on movies etc. Was asked to join they but didn't in the end. Hai. Second time already. So sorry. Don't talk about it already.

Anyways, got Teresa CSI. Haha, she seemed very happy with her present. Haha, I bet dearie is too. His favourite show. Now he's got an excuse to buy it for the sister. I bet he secretly wants it too! Haha. Dinner was nice. Quite weird to be having turkey at this time of the year too. Poor Lyndsey looked very tired though. Must be really hard. Nonetheless baby should be out soon! So exciting! I loveee babies! They're soooo beautiful!

Played tis game called Taboo after dinner. Haha. Quite fun I must say. Like Win Lose or Draw. They have got interesting games at home man. Never seen them in my life. But probably so since they got them from the States. Quite fun. Was nice to see his parents so loving and all. Hehe. Very sweet. Said my goodbyes and thank yous past 10 and headed home. Was happy to be there. :)

Okie. Gonna go get changed soon. So hot. Tired man. Hai. Okie, have a good weekend and PH everyone! Hugs.

Hur. Looks like I fix it after all =D Night! YAWN.

Something wrong with the picture posting. Too tired to fix it. Tomorrow maybe.. Night!

Bleah. Should be asleep by now. Tomorrow gonna have a long day in school man. I can so feel it! Haiz. Anyways here are some pictures. SUppose to have posted them up eons ago but here goes...



Yesterday was nice! Went to the library to do some studying. His mum prepared me a slice of carrot cake! Yum! So sweet! So happy! Came with a every nice note as well! Happy! :) Reached AMK and *swish* Heavy downpour! So fun!!!! Hehehe. STudied some and went home for dinner after that.

Hehe, anyways back to today.. went to Aztech building to get his modem fixed. Some fuse or whatever blew up after the thunderstorm yesterday. Haha. That product damn lousy. We waited for 2 hours.. service was really slow.. and in that span of 2 hours, about 10-11 people turned up with the same product, all needing technical help. So dumb. That modem lousy! They should withdraw that product line man. I pity that engineer lor. He's like the only person there and he seems over worked. Anyways there was a heavy downpour after that and we managed to catch a cab from the building. The lady cab driver was really nice and friendly. Hehe. Got to PS and watched Passion of Christ. Don't talk about it liao. Feltreally horrible after watching the show. Am stll feeling very disturbed. Would rather not talk about it first. Else gonna cry again. First show I've ever cried that blardie hard. Never seen Andy cry like this before as well. I already tak bolek tahan the anguish. I cannot imagine how he feels. Painful show, both physically and emotionally. I do not understand why humans err the way they do. Sigh, such great is the love. I marvel at that. Argh. Don't talk about it liao. Maybe talk about it another day. Feelign depressed again. Anyways, it's a pretty good show. Just go with an open mind.

Okie.. Time to sleep. Gonna be a long day tomorrow. Night all! Larff yew dearie!

My little princess!


Us after the Incubus concert in KL. Look how sweaty and tired we are! You should smell us then man! We stink like nuts!
Left to Right: Me, Andy, Chris, Laurine, Issac(Korkorsaurus!)


Us! No prizes for guess who's who! Hehe. Taken on the eve of his birthday! Part of my quiz for him! Took 2, will scan and post the other another time.

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Just got home. Had the most wonderful time today. Thanks to my boy! Barely slept last night actually. Slept for like 4 or so hours? Had a revision workshop this morning so I had to drag my ass out of bed. Sigh. Was groggy, grouchy and in a "I'm-gonna-kill-someone mood". Thankfully the MSM lecturer was nowhere boring. Basically I enjoyed his lecture quite a bit and I was wide awake 30 minutes into the lecturer. He was that good lor. Managed to turn something that boring into something that was enjoyable enough to jolt me into full attention. Was a lot clearer now. He did a nice summary of the topics. Was trying to work out the answers as he went along. Was rather enthu about it - something I haven't felt for a long time. Haha.

Andy came to pick me up after school. Headed over to Carol's place to see Baby Natasha! Gosh shes a lovely princess! Adorable!!!!!!! Shes so cute and lovely. Love her to bits! Played with her, carried her etc.. such a darling... *gush* Can't wait to see her again. Hopefully she would not forget me.. she was gazing into my eyes for such long periods while I was playing with her! My heart was practically melting! Sadly had to leave to meet Lily for dinner close to 8 :( Sorry da baobei! Will visit you and xiao baobei when I can! Hugs!

Went to pick Lily up afterwards and had dinner at Pizza Hut. Somehow I didn't seem to eat much but was bloated. Andy kept insisting I ate a lot. Am I really such a big eater and a pig? Gosh. Ba chor mee.. YUMMMM! Anyways I had a nice time with them But the way they park quite fierce lol.

Went to Marina South Park after that for a stroll. Just the two of us after sending Lily home. Was really nice. Love taking strolls like that with him. Away from stress and everything else. Just the two of us, without anyone we know. Perfect. Was nice and all.. But hated the statues part.. Really scary. Thinking of it sends shivers down my spine. Brought me to the lake or whatever and told me stories.. Was nice :) Was sharing his life.. Walked and many thoughts came into my mind. About the past.. about the routes different people take and all.. Thought of how things can change just like that and the emotions people have to be put through because of it. Thought of the consequences of certain actions and how it changed lives. Wondered if the order does matter.. A lot of things I guess.

Was reading Char's blog and more things came to my mind. I guess I can somewhat understand what she is going through. Frankly, I cannot bear to think of leaving Andy. I've always been have cold and heartless when it comes to breaking guys' heart. The more painful the better. At least they wouldnt come back crying to me. I guess that was just me. Protective of myself and all. WOuld not let a guy to hurt me. Guys are puppets. Good fun. The things they do and say when they want a fraction of you affection. But everything has been thrown out of the window since 7 months ago. Not that I am regretting it. On the contrary, I am glad it happened. And I hope that the same will happen for Char. That things will work out for them. It's a trial darling. EVerything will be alright. You'll be fine. Hugs. Be there for him. And always remember that no matter what happens, we'll always love you. *hugs*

Okie.. Time for bed. Living on a 4-5 hour sleep. Bad for health. My stomach is cramping. Frick :(

Very mad at that bastard, Jason(?) now. I hope he pays Mas soon. Blardie irresponsible. Can't believe he is doing this to a good friend. Idiot. Plain irresponsible and self-centred. Guys like him will not make it far in life. *Hugs* Char. Everything will eventually work out. *Hugs* Pains me to hear you cry. *Hugs* Sorry I couldn't talk to you for long. Had to take a quick shower during our interval. Glad you were slightly better when we met online. Everything will be fine. Right now, the most important thing is to get the money back. Since that idiot has no sense of shame, you guys dont have to be too soft on him either. *hugs* I believe that once that problem is solved, all other issues will eventually disappear. *Hugs* Dont worry k?

Yesterday was ok. Had class from 1 to 5. Came home PLed my ice wizard. Wee! Level 40 already! Yay! Missed Andy and all.

Anyways, had a very sleepy day. Woke up at 7 am... *yawn* sleepy sia. Went to school. Class at 9.. Christina was too seh to go to school. Hahaha. Oh yeah.. Happy Blessed Belated Birthday Christina!!!!! *Hugs*

The lecturer was sweet and all. He's nice. Felt bad for asking Christina what would happen to the exams if he didn't make it previously when I heard he had a heart attack :P Guilty. He's very nice and all. Could say I enjoyed the lecturer. He's got this very sexshay slang. Haha. Like Andy.

Came home in the afternoon and fell asleep while reading a book. Woke up only at 7! Oh no. Hehehe. Bad bad. And here I am.. blogging. He's watching CSI with his sis now. Hehe. He loves that show. Later got AMI3. I hope George Huff will make it through into the next round.. *Prays hard* Hes so sweet and adorable! Can't stand that Jon Peter Lewis. Think he can't sing for nuts. Plus he looks like an offspring of Sam and Frodo. That Hobbit face.

It's Friday soon! TGIF! LoL. Stress man. Hai. Feeling excited to meet the DAoC peeps on saturday actually. Can meet the faces behind the avatar! Kewl! Plus! It's Baby Natasha's first month! Wee! Busy busy Sat! Muacks Bunny! Larff yew!!!